Early Morning Thoughts

It's early - before sunrise - on this first day of the New Year. It's very quiet... unusual, in this house, filled with furred & naked beasts. I do a lot of my thinking at this time of day. There are no children, or animals, or 'conveniences' of Life to distract me. Today, I sit in the soft, golden glow of the Christmas tree. I know it's only an illusion, but I can almost *feel* the subtle, warming heat from its electric haze. A colorful throws cover my legs. The older I get, the less tolerant of discomfort I become... my fully-grown "kitten" and nearly 2 year old "puppy" are curled at my knee and ankle - together, we find comfort & warmth. In a few, short hours, the sun will rise and the process known as life will pick up a little speed. Dogs will want to be fed, coffee will need to be made and good intentioned tasks must be tackled. In two, short weeks, my household will be complete (as it will ever be at this point) again. My youngest child will find his way home - after a winding & frequently perilous expedition. I cannot wait to welcome him with open arms, a joyous heart and a firm resolve. I sit here.. thankful for my blessings and looking towaard the future with hope. Happy New Year.